This has been the year of me. I have lost weight, started toning up, re-built my self-confidence so why not work on my career, my friendships and form them to how I want them? I went to school and I have 2 degrees that I have worked so hard for. My student loans remind me of that every month when I make that payment. I haven't worked in my field in 1.5 years. I miss it. I miss it very much. Starting in a few weeks I will be back in it. I miss the professionalism, the class, and the level of ownership that I am used to being around. I am not saying that currently I do not have that but I do miss it.
A lot of things have changed for me over the past year and they are all for the better. I do not regret one thing. I do not regret making myself goals and promises to myself. When New Years rolled in, I made myself promises, goals and I wrote them down. I wanted to be healthier. I wanted to be able to wear clothes and feel sexy and happy. I didn't want to be frumpy and hide myself any longer. I am finally getting to that point where I am confident enough in myself. I am so happy with myself that I was able to push myself this far. No one can or will stop me. You are your worst enemy and the only person who can stop yourself. Do not ever give up.
Because I believed in my self I was able to do so much.
- New career.
- Lose 40 pounds
- Regain my self confidence
- Find my self again
- Be happy