Last night I had a crazy dream. I was the big P in my dream. PREGNANT. I know..crazy.
We are not ready for kids yet but we have discussed this lovely topic.
Now over the weekend we saw some family and they have 2 of the cutest kids ever. They sat with me and one of them sat in my lap and almost went to sleep. They even asked to come home with me. That may have triggered all of this. When we left, I was on the whole I want a baby but not at this moment thing and I do. I want a child. So does Chris.
THE BIG QUESTION IS..WHEN DO YOU DECIDE IS THE TIME TO HAVE A CHILD? We are not getting any younger but right now I am way toooo selfish to take care of another human being. I am one of those people that love my shower time, I love to look nice and I love to spend money on my self. When do you decide to give up these things and bring someone else in the world? When this happens..my life no longer matters...theirs does.
Basically...my body needs to stop having dreams of babies. It is giving me baby fever. I even have names...I have had this list for awhile..DO NOT JUDGE ME PEOPLE..BUT I already have my unborn/not even made childs name picked out. I will not let the world know but it is done.
Is anyone else dealing with this? It seems that either half of blog land is having a child, has a child, or is in my situation. Answers people!